Things I have written...

This is written last January 26, 2023, this piece delves into the notion that Thanatos can be a gentle companion, challenging the common perception that death is inherently ominous. It explores the idea that, despite its fearful reputation, death may not be as intimidating as it appears. 
 

Watching a documentary about the Dodo bird left me with a sense of melancholy, a profound connection, evoking the sensation that, much like the Dodo, I too might feel different from the norm.  

The poignant tale of this flightless bird prompts contemplation on the unique challenges it faced in an environment, this perspective adds depths to the narrative on how our individual limitations and differences contribute to our journeys. 
 

I wrote a letter to myself, serving as a reminder that written pieces don't always have to evoke a burning passion. It's alright not to write until I find the right words— like a magician conjuring his own illusions—because I always do.
 

The dichotomy of a love-hate relationship with 2023 paints a vivid picture of a year marked by introspection and change. Letting go of certain connections can be both liberating and daunting, yet my ability to find strength within vulnerability is a testament to my resilience.

 

This is actually the first theory of personality I have written. I crafted it with the inspiration of René Descartes' Cognito ergo sum.

I wrote this piece somewhat sporadically, guided by the belief that, in order for us to reach self-actualization, we all need to stay curious. 

What's your pursuit in life? It may sound cliché, but have you pondered about it, when you dig deeper and think— why are you alive? What makes you alive?

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From my childhood, the dream of becoming a Marine Biologist fueled by a profound love for the ocean has persisted. However, growing up with both ADHD and Autism have been more than a struggle—it's an ongoing challenge to navigate a world seemingly mismatched to my unique experiences. Feeling like an alien, akin to how an octopus might in the vastness of the ocean, has defined my journey. 
 

In my yearning for the idealized life promised by others while growing up, I lived enough to confront from the stark misalignment between those expectations and reality. Life's journey, instead of a straightforward pursuit of self-discovery, unfolds as a nuanced process of losing myself along the way. Paradoxically, within this loss, there's a hidden meaning — akin to discovering the elusive perfect place of finding myself.
 

In the puzzle of life, with its unsolved pieces, self-reliance can be challenging. Having someone dependable to lean on becomes the crucial piece that completes the intricate mosaic of navigating life's complexities. Their presence stands as a cornerstone, providing stability amid the uncertain we encounter.
 

The fruit of overthinking, while sometimes perceived as bittersweet, often yields a depth of understanding and insight that surpasses the simplicity of underthinking. It's in the intricate layers of thought and consideration that the true sweetness emerges, providing a flavor that lingers longer in the taste of experience and wisdom.